we can not force our world and ideas onto others…

Someone hurt me deeply today... I was caught off guard...  I was at an event (that I was invited to) creating a sacred space with myself and a woman I know felt compelled to approach me and speak to me in such a way that really impacted me.  She may not have been aware that… Continue reading we can not force our world and ideas onto others…

this week felt like a big cosmic test… 

i feel like i have graduated from something this past week... it has been intense... in so many emotional ways. in the past week I have dreamed and reconnected with spiritual mentors and messengers who brought me lots of powerful insights, confirmations, and more. even my dogs sudden sickness and overnight stay in the hospital… Continue reading this week felt like a big cosmic test… 

It’s not love… its manipulation…

grateful for breathing room... for time to think and feel all of me without any interruptions or ideas of how or with whom I spend my time with. I am a free spirit... and don't like being smothered by anything Or anyone.. I can love you... that doesn't mean I feel mushy... or wanna talk...… Continue reading It’s not love… its manipulation…

Dreaming up abundance

questions I ask myself often... how can I live in my abundance? how can I speak and think more abundantly? how can I dream abundance... 3/16/17 last night I had a dream that I was in the Four Seasons Hotel (possibly Florida)  - it was night time. I saw myself leaving the event with Mr.… Continue reading Dreaming up abundance

they are not going to listen…

yesterday was a very powerful day for me. I was called upon to mediate some conflict that had been brewing within a group I am familiar with.... and that is the key word. I didn't know anyone in this group, but I was aware that there was some serious arguing, gossip, and deep rage. It… Continue reading they are not going to listen…

thinking about love…

hold your loved ones tightly... don't let them go... honor them. love them. release that ego and say sorry... this moment is the one you have right now. allowing love... surrendering to love is scary and vulnerable and can be so utterly painful... but not allowing yourself to feel the burn... goodness... feeling that burn… Continue reading thinking about love…

trusting that you are ready…

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase." - Martin Luther King, Jr. yesterday was a very powerful day for me. I was called upon to mediate some conflict that had been brewing within a group I am familiar with.... and that is the key word. I didn't know… Continue reading trusting that you are ready…

to deny any aspect of me is a sin…

I am an American / Puerto Rican. I live in between worlds in all realms. To deny any aspect of me is a sin. To appreciate my ethnicity is to honor my ancestors. To embrace other perspectives ... to listen well and try my best to understand others... this is why I am here. To… Continue reading to deny any aspect of me is a sin…

don’t forget your present

time frame 2016 til present... I keep dreaming the same dream over and over again. It's been like this for months now. At first I dismissed these dreams. But I can't anymore. You see, these dreams take place in the same or very similar environments. Three key words come to mind... Artificial intelligence Intelligent life… Continue reading don’t forget your present

Questions for Thyself

my self talk... what is your life what do you do with your time what do you want where are you going do you live the same thing day after day when was the last time you observed yourself how do you show up to your world are you being you are you playing out… Continue reading Questions for Thyself

Mama Drum Love Meditation

When I pick up my shamanic drum, “Mama”, I connect to a holiness and presence that is hard to put into words. It is a feeling, a knowing, a communication. I didn’t even know this song existed in me until I recorded this video. Again, this video was never meant to be shared…. but I… Continue reading Mama Drum Love Meditation

Realities Blending In…

Things are feeling ethereal to me Realities blending in Jumping in and out of dimensions... Of spaces and time.  Have I lived this before?  How come this feels so familiar? How come I've become so fascinated with the birds? What are they saying?  Why does the starling visit everyday? For over six months now.  Why… Continue reading Realities Blending In…

A baby hawk visited today… 

June 29th, 2015 This morning I was up early sweeping the apt floor when I heard a high pitched bird sound I don't hear everyday.  I instantly put down my broom and went to my altar to find my  mini bird ocarina whistle.  As I looked toward the windows trying to sense where the sound… Continue reading A baby hawk visited today… 

Why Monday is a Holy Day…

"You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, because no… Continue reading Why Monday is a Holy Day…

A time for prayer is indeed upon us…

My dear brothers and sisters... My message carries a certain urgency, a call... an ask for you to evoke prayer. Evoke prayers for healing, for peace, for love, for harmony... Evoke prayer for grace. Evoke prayer for humanity, for protection over our minds, our hearts, our souls. we are at war... many different versions of a… Continue reading A time for prayer is indeed upon us…

Beauty is God’s Handwriting…

Walk with me... and allow your senses to fill you take everything you see into and unto you embrace that flower become one with it inhale her... but don't touch her feel her aroma sense her what do you feel? What do you see? Blessed are your eyes to have the pleasure of witnessing such… Continue reading Beauty is God’s Handwriting…

The Radiant I am… A Self Healing – Emma Curtis Hopkins

In the beginning was the word... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHMKgMhCIRg   THE RADIANT I AM (source:http://www.viciderrickministries.org/content/The%20Radiant%20IAM.pdf(A Self-Healing) Emma Curtis Hopkins) The listening disciple becomes a preaching apostle. Standing at the Center of Being and looking outward over the world, instruction is received from every quarter. But who hath told himself that all the objects he beholds and all… Continue reading The Radiant I am… A Self Healing – Emma Curtis Hopkins

Real Talk About Gratitude…

Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude. ~Denis Waitley real talk about gratitude: I don't do it so that I can be like a lil flower puff floating in the sky... (although that does feel good) I take… Continue reading Real Talk About Gratitude…

I do not owe him anything… Walking away from Intrusive People

"Guilt is a poisonous illusion. Many languages don't even have a word for guilt. Sure, we all feel it. But we also get to decide if we're going to let guilt bring us down or not. Acknowledge the feelings, and then give yourself permission to let them go." ~ Kris Carr Contemplating how intrusive people… Continue reading I do not owe him anything… Walking away from Intrusive People

Moving Thru The Freedom of Feeling…

  Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisdom... ~ Thomas Jefferson WTF of a super emotional heart wrenching, heart clinching, heart gasping past few days. I have moved thru very long and difficult conversations. You know, those types of chats that make you feel sick to your stomach with butterflies... where you… Continue reading Moving Thru The Freedom of Feeling…

The many lessons my dogs teach me…

"Dogs are our link to paradise. They don't know evil or jealousy or discontent. To sit with a dog on a hillside on a glorious afternoon is to be back in Eden, where doing nothing was not boring--it was peace.”  ~Milan Kundera I am grateful for these lil angels, my doggies Charli and Sho-che. They… Continue reading The many lessons my dogs teach me…

Life is moving faster than ever…

Life is moving faster than ever. And sometimes I feel like I have lived a lifetime in one day. It is amazing how many different things can happen in just one day... or how many different feelings and emotions we can experience in just one day. I know I am not the only one who… Continue reading Life is moving faster than ever…